dreams, can come true if you believe in it.

i am afraid of what's to come after i graduate. i dont want to be stuck with doing something that i dont like again.three years is enough of a lesson. i just wish, really wish that i will do something that i am interested in,somewhere along that line of work, i will be glad, before i start studying again. hopefully, that will happen. and if i have saved enough, i might want to consider studying overseas, together with K.. that will be real good. the future seemed endless, if only all will come true. countless plans ahead but the one who decides what's best for us, is Him.

ps/: i miss those halaqah days. i wouldnt be sitting here on friday night blogging, but learning something more beneficial. any chances of coming back Sis Muna?

tonight was good. finally,you're not as busy as you were..finally,we just get to sit in silence and enjoy the night away..oh, the wind was too good, i even felt like sleeping there. finally, there werent any arguements,how tired i am of that.i feel contented, i am going to sleep with a smile tonight.

however, the smile will fade when tomorrow comes. reality check, i have work to do. submission due in 3 weeks.

that's it the end of my weekend.

3 more weeks to school, hell it's gonna be but we have 4 weeks of holidays after that.great,just what i needed.

miss,miss,miss

you.

Earth, Sky, Divinity, Mortal.

Oneness. eg, Mosque.

i was looking up on mosques architecture at the school library and i told myself. if i ever goes around to becoming an established,rich architect, the first building i would build is the mosque. IF i ever, but i doubt i will. higher chances i wont but i can contribute in another way. the mosque, is not just a mosque and not just a place to pray.it would be wonderful if i experience an overwhelming interior space of a mosque. i think the mosque should gives us more than the feelings we already have when we enter a mosque. how we should experience the space when we step in the mosque, when we take our ablution, when we bow our heads towards Allah,when we have our foreheads on the praying mat and especially when we are having intimate time with Allah, Himself?these feelings can be enhanced through architecture and interior.wouldnt it be wonderful? when we step out of the mosque, feeling liberated and at peace? do i make sense here? i dont know how to explain further but i want that feeling.i want that mosque to linger in my head and makes me come back more because i feel Allah the most in that mosque. and not that we dont feel Him the most elsewhere but we need a place to feel belong. so lets all use of imagination and imagine that feeling...

i'm pretty tired for today.

probably will be sleeping early. heck to martin heidegger.i'm not gonna read you tonight. you might give me nightmares.

ps, i got 4 more weeks to submission and to holiday!! so fast, yeah i know :)

alright here i am typing this away..

today for a very long time, i am at home on a saturday, doing absolutely nothing(except trying to read and decipher martin heidgger for a review),watch ugly betty season 3 and had pastamania for dinner at lot 1 with sarah.

anyway, my last project for the entire 4 weeks has already been launched. for the very first time in this course ever, i was showing an interest and anticipated of what's going to come.this sliver,tiny interest and anticipation might die off soon, i think but come on, i always dreamed of having my own shop.i havent really thought about it but one thing for sure, it got to be a luxurious shop, as told my the project's brief.

okay, that's it.i'm off to bed..

gotta do work in the morning.stupid martin, why cant philosophers talk straight and not beat around the bush.